Yay! LOL

Found this on Jenny's Friendster! was looking for it for a long time but keep forgetting the name. haah! Thanks! Now i got game to play dy! I cannot go pass level 14....

The very Wu Liao Me today

Yea, woke up during lunch time, then seriously got nothing to do. Sleep back after 4 hours later then wake up again. Dinner, then online, chat with Cindy(Yea U!) and suggested me to do something. And! Yea, i did something after that, a 20 minutes quick filming and plotting story line of the ADVENTURES of GEMINI BEAR, Bun Bun2 (the previous burnt Bun Bun is lost in UTP somewhere, this is the not that burnt Bun Bun) and Dino~




This Video is seriously Wu Liao. Since i got few more days of Boringness or when ever i am boring, i know wat to do dy...ahahahah...

The coming of a new Year...+ FX cake Theory

What have i been doing these few days? or rather this whole holiday? Practically nothing, wait, no, cannot say nothing coz i did do something but most of it (All) of it is a big waste of time. I know, I'm suppose to do something useful like learn new things, read up on things and discover me. But, all i did was Keep playing Twilight Princess and Sleep. I din go out much to see Labuan coz its practically the same and not much ppl i know is around(Yea, I'm not a socialite and popular among ppl) What can i do? I dunno, was so emotional when i woke up today. Dunno y, dun understand, then suddenly think back and broke down. After breakfast then i ok(Waking up at 11, dun think thats breakfast.) Y? I think back about the past, my childhood, it was really unfair for me, eventhough i get what i want. Its no different now. Putting that aside, Twilight Princess and Pokemon occupy my whole day. Eat then continue with game. I do feel useless but i am too carefree to do anything about it. For My Family, I've did my part, I played my part.

As the new year comes, I feel closer of being OLDER, which I dun like, 2008 i will be 20y.o. No more a teen.(Not that I was being very Youthful back then nor enjoying youth much) 2 decades, what have i done? I think the only contribution i've made is being part of Global Warming! As much as i want to do a review back on what i have done, hmm, mayb not, so i wont have to think back on the nasty things.

Seriously, are there any real excitement or anything to be happy about. We humans are sad because of imperfection, regardless on what kind of imperfection it is, each of us will be sad about it, its just that our imperfections are different. Difference among ppl can be good or bad. We humans are like main ingredients of a recipe. A cake for example, requires Flour, Eggs, Sugar and Butter (+ any flavors to make the taste). Additional things such as Raisins would change the whole cake and the overall taste. Adding something in like Vinegar, would spoil everything. THe same goes with us humans. Cake = Friendship. Humans cannot be the same, even if they are the same, there are slight difference in each and everyone of us. Flour-theres many type of flour. If a Cake(Friendship) is made of only Flour and Wheat Flour, it would be boring and not delicious at all. However, Flour may like to be with its same kind(Wheat Flour), so a wonderful cake can never really be baked. For me, I would believe in Appreciating Difference, not conformity. But, sometimes i dun hold on to my believe, many ppl do so too la!

Another thing is, religion beliefs. Not to say i want to Bomb any religion. Its good to have something to believe in, something to hold on to when bad things happen. I have none. Are religious ppl stronger? Dunno, personally, I believe in myself(For me, I'm my god, i listen to me! Totally not a religion) A friend once told me(U know who u are if ur reading this), If a person with religious beliefs think about bad things, their beliefs will pull them back onto the ground they are standing and abolish the bad thoughts. I have no ground, I act and do what i pleased. Is this Good? Most of the time, NO... I tell myself I shouldnt do this but in the end, the action is carried out and ppl are harmed. Things are never one way, It runs in many directions. I can never only see it my way, my view, and i can never want to know other's view, coz sometimes it does hurt. But its nice to share....

Hard to Understand

Wakakk! I'm still alive. And i did not extend my shopping trip. and i did not buy much on this trip! Just walk a lots and eat...


Day 1Woke up super early, 7am, I was "Late" coz we were suppose to leave 7am...who knows o! Eee, then went out via Neighbors car, go Yam Cha, Ate a green Bun (Dunno wat it is, still wery blur that time, i think its pandan kaya....) then Mom eat so slow until the ferrry blow its horn dy. Hurried, and went in the ferry like its own by us...latest group of ppl to arrive! (Memalukan coz many ppl looking...)
Went up to the deck to took pictures, then went down to the car coz the wind start blowing + the ferry start moving = I scare wind mess up hair. Sis also, so we went back into the car.... :P
Talked awhile with Sis then both of us slept...until i woke up and wake my sis up coz we arrive Menumbuk dy.
Yeah, From here have to drive bout 2 hours to reach Kota Kinabalu City.
.Selamat Datang Kat Menumbuk.
This here is Kuala Penyu, some place i also dunno but got many cute sea turtles, never been there though. Settle everything, got key then went to Uncle Water's House (Ah Chui- My dad's phone put Water as his Name...), we settle there then wait for my mom's younger Sis to arrive so we could go for dinner together. I slept again...

Day 2
Zoo Lagi...haiz...This year go Zoo 2 times dy~ HAaha! But this one is less "Wow" than the one i've visited in Taiping.
This is the Lok Kawi Wildlife Park (Somewat a Zoo la!) About few minutes Drive from KK.
Was place at the Tiang and set on timer...LOL!
See, got lots of animals also wat....
Sis(Jun) The super Star!
Got Santa's Ride here also! And! I touched A snake! I liked it! ITs sooo smooth! And Soft! I want one! The snake i touch is like soooo cute! Short typed Phyton! wont grow long de, will stay short! sO cUTE!
Here, Me and Sis was about the Enter the Aviary, got HornedBills there, she trauma, coz she ever kena chased by one here in Labuan Bird Park! AWakakakak!

(Kee Siong's Favorite Sun Bear Smells like Shit....Smelly!)
At night! After Dinner at The City, drove up to City Mall to see the new Shopping center. The weirdest thing is, that in this City Mall, the Giant, Phone got no Line one....so if ur lost there...ahah, go to the entrance ba... Quite nice, 2 storey wide shopping mall, with loads of expensive branded shops.
Me and Ah Jun at Christmas Tree! The Lady in front of us(We dunno who) is buying a kitchen cleaning system i think.

Day 3
(Sorry, no pictures coz forgot to bring Camera BA! >< )
Go get TV and Home Theater from SenQ. The whole afternoon at Karamunsing complex, and trying to fit the TV into car, and Success! Ahaah! (BIG TV!!!!, No, i think just the box big...)

Day4
Go back Lu...With the TV and Sound System at the back, really no space dy, Rear view mirror no use coz really blocked! AHahah!
So many Car! HAha~ I'm back dy! Not dead!

*Tomoro's Project- TV and Sound system installation!*

18-21st December Out

Good Bye, I wont be around from 18th till 21st of December. I will be at KK then. Funny thing is, my whole family packed, since we r going on a 4 day trip, they all packed many things, clothes, undies, essentials, resulting a big bag. Guess wat, mine is just a small laptop sized bag...wakaka! And i was saying why everyone packed so much, i did pack for 4 days also u know...OK~ Will be in KK then, wont be around, and things at home will be super great when i return (TV! :P ) If i dun blog or return by then, consider i am lost at sea or something terrible happen to me...(We never know) So, i say

Good Bye!

Today is my Brothers Bday!

And unfortunately, No Party Till this Sunday coz everyone is like sooo busy, excluding me! I was a super mega ultra pig . I am so bored everyday till i can blog everyday. New TV still not here yet, the old one still in repairing process! How can i finish my LOZ: Twilight Princess then? Ugh! So damn pissed! (Cannot use this word in Moral, u will get deduction in ur marks) Woke up at nearly 1am, slept quite early, yet, Pigged the whole morning. Kinda think of it, this whole holiday till now, i never once woke up real early before, and even if i did, i sleep back...wonder y?

And I played Bball today coz i really have no other things to do....so i took the ball that looked the worst in my house and went out. Amazingly, I am the most horrible player in my whole family! The freaking half court was behind my house and behind the other 7 houses together, i was really embarrassing myself...

~A FFX classic~

And how the hell do i get that down? Apparently, my sis and dad are Bball "freaks", there are about 5 other balls lying around the house i think, i grabbed one and blast it toward the stuck one! Weeei~ Then, the ball got into Longkang after awhile and it got all icky and smelly and dirty, so i retired...

Currently I want:
THE NEW TV TO ARRIVE NOW!
EAT CHACHOS! (Spicy curry flavor pls)
Enslave someone! (Anyone?)
Watch Galileo
Watch Ugly Betty(Faster come out la!)
Watch Desperate Housewives(U also la!)
Hang out with 2 angels, Bel and Cindy (Only Bel around, and when Cindy returns, Bel will be away!)
Drive real fast on the road
See Toto, Billy, Wei Xuan, Kee Siong, Ken Vinn!

Arashi Happiness Lyrics meaning

The Song that is playing....the meaning in English!

Yeah yeah yeah...
Rather than grieving over the upcoming wind,
if you imagine that things would go well, then a day of change would come.

If you live in illusion, with casual things love is being hurt.
While having hesitations, continue on standing up.

If you think of the consequences of your memories, isn't it too lonely?
There's a noisy future waiting on the other side.

Start running, start running, let's greet tomorrow.
Let me hear your unique sound, I can feel it all.
Don't stop, don't stop, this feeling that just started to move.
No matter how small this flower bud is, this is the one and only Happiness.

Even the feeling of the tears can't make into words.
Don't worry about whatever color the rainbow of happiness has.

When you find the answer, memories will pile up again.
From here to a new place, don't fear anything.

From far away, from far away, wherever the path continues.
Let me hear your unique voice, I'm always beside you.
Don't stop, don't stop, always believe in your feelings.
This flower bud doesn't have a name now, but this is the one and only Happiness.

Start running, start running, let's greet tomorrow.
Let me hear your unique sound, I can feel it all.
Don't stop, don't stop, this feeling that just started to move.
No matter how small this flower bud is, this is the one and only Happiness.

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I got bored! I like this song!

Oh Mi Gosh!!! U all drank it like Juice!

Guys Who went to Redang with me. Remember this? The Cognac that u all drank and got freaky~ U know how much it cost in West Malaysia? Approx RM200++! Good thing Labuan is Duty Free, if not, I wont even buy that For u all to enjoy eh! And u all finish it so quickly!!! >_< Its suppose to be use a little bit to make cocktail, but also can be drank just like that! Aaaa! Cant believe u all took it in Like Juice!!!! Crazy PPL!!!! :P

I wan Eat Egg Tart, Cream Puff and Munch Cookies!

Aaaaaaa! The Pain! I went to the dentist to get all the Plaque remove so my teeth is now super clean! But! IT hurts sooo much and i cant eat anything the few hours after that. So, I din eat lunch today, it was so painful, then i went to sleep, woke up a bit, then head hurts, i think its related to the teeth. Ugh, then went back to sleep some more, so tired, dunno y. Woke up, want to eat, no, need to eat, but dunno eat wat! Scare dirty my teeth~ Lol! Eat dy, then brush teeth! OMG! So obsessed with teeth now! Need to have the perfect "Bling" smile~ ahahaah! So hungry now, i think i will go pig on some food....

A day at MPH in Methanol Labuan

Good slumbering ends today at about 8.00am. Woke up, mandied, and ate breakfast with family and then, Woosh! I drove my dads 4wd all the way to Petronas Methanol Labuan! And its A Freakingly Heavy weight Manual 4wd!!! I did well, just that dad kept "Dun do this!", "Dun do that!", and "Move to this lane!", "Signal!", and the most popular "Look out for that car la!" and "Dun drive too fast!"
I got there, SAFELY!
We went there for Badminton actually... and heres mom playing with Jun and Lil brother somewhere at the back playing with his ride thingy

We played, I lost, lots to my sister, yes, she more athletic then me, but somehow, i forgot why she cried....
Then, we moved on to Ping Pong, I was against my lil brother, and of course, I won, my sis said i play like crap and recommended me to find Ah Bel to teach! (Can ma Bel? She said u might Kill me ... I'd take the chances! Ahaah!)
Then, this lil fellow, Likes to make faces...haiz....
Nice Rostrum, got about 5 there in that hall. Act, the hall is smaller than Undrecroft in UTP! can u imagine that!?
Heres the outside...leads to the main building and offices...
Thats fake...no doubt about it~
Went home, i drove again, tapau lunch, I drove and yet, many bising bising-ness from dad, ya la ya la, his car la, his car la! I doubt i would sit quietly next time if he drives...haha!
A camera showdown with Bro before the day ends. ~~~

An afternoon at Golf Club...

Today, Went to Labuan Golf Club with the whole family for some activities, Mom and Lil Brother went for the Children's christmas party, I wanted to go but i am to aged for that... Buuu huuu! So, wat i was suppose to do was to play a bit of tennis with dad, but that time was 3pm, so it was super sunny and hot. Dad and sis went swimming while i was stuck eliminating monsters with my crew! Those two clowns are so annoying, Sis kept telling stupid jokes and wants me to laugh while dad kept reporting that theres a "Never been seen before bird" somewhere on top of the roof. Both of them like dun wan to swim, I got fed up and ask them why they got in the pool the first place if they did not want to swim, they said, Rendam air... Lame... Soon, it looks like its going to rain, too bad, so we planned to go to the place where we can eat in the club.
Nice place, lush greens and big trees....
Labuan Golf Club is definately the best place for rich uncles/retired to hang out playing golf, and drinking beer and liquor when the day is still bright. Here, that is not wrong at all, most of the uncles here drives a Mercedes E class and S class which cost less than half a million, So, anyone who wants to drive expensive cars, pls do come Labuan to retire, u can drive a car that cost A million over for only 1/3rd of its price(Car tax is over 150%) <-Labuan is duty free, so dun be amazed.
Then, Me and Sis ordered food while dad went to check on lil bro and mom. Lame enough, the food arrived pretty quickly
My fry noodles... and Carrot Juice....
And after that, me and sis had an argument on First borns and the after ones. So, the first is not always better? Dunno...
And, when all my other family members had their own activities, I was Bashing monsters and Managing Inventories...yea, thats all i did, on my gameboy, lame enough.
My brothers party ended at 5pm. so we went back home. And it was raining. Got more appointments next week. These few days been designing the poster for CNY and also bashing monsters, TV at home dah rosak...Havent buy new one, dunno when, dad always likes to drag and delay things...hurm! So, for now, will keep on doing wu liao things. Tataz~

~Most my units are already LVL20(Max!)Awahaah~

Nothing lasts forever, there is no forever.

Life in Labuan sure is peaceful and calm, no excitement, no thrill, no fun! Hurm! Kinda Bored, like eat sleep eat sleep and mess up my room only, k, will clean tomoro!

I had so much time, that i thought of this.
We control what we are doing, not the consequences, only that what we are doing now will or might not be fruitful afterwards. Sometimes, I do act without thinking and this really burns. I dont like this, i wish i could undo all the bad things, unfortunately, things can never go back, only memories regardless it brings happiness or sadness will constantly be around to remind us of who we were and what we have done. Nothing that is done can be undone, Human emotions are fragile, not like any other objects that u can fix once its broken. Even the person who I am 5 minutes or even 5 second ago is already gone. So, I think from now on, its best if i dunno anything, its better if i dunno anything, what people do not want me to know, i will not ask anymore, i'll be as blur as possible, i'll be as cold as possible...but at the same time, i want to SHINE out as much as possible, never appreciate conformity, but difference.
I know the bad side of me can manipulate ppl, sometimes i think its wrong since Its due to my own selfishness. This way i get what i want easily, i dun really work HARD for it, i manipulate. I think i should not use it as often as possible. I need to change, I know I'm no good. So, PPL around me, Plse help me get rid of that Manipulative Emotionally Disturbed Fang Xuan...even i cannot stand him sometimes...

"What is not mine, will never be mine"

~Nothing lasts forever because there is no forever~

Waaaaaa!!! HELP!

Constant complains of me being bored making me cant even stand myself. I am soooo annoying! I think i should do the Emo Picture Book soon! Long planned project! wakaakak, go library find that book first. For the time being, see my pikachu! Its size is bigger than a basket ball! aaaakakakakak!

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wkaakakaaka! Back dy in Labuan...again, not leaving till its the 18th of Dec, also dunno confirm o not, if going KK again, so dead boring and tired, no frens around....i also dunno wat to do, study and sleep lo this holiday, wait for results and get ready to not freak out coz i already know the results would be crappy! Just came back from KK today, so tired, like din sleep for days, but had loads of fun, bought some stuff only, but ate different type of food from different country every meal! ahahaha! The one i like best is the Thai Duck! Haaaa....tired....

Final destination...home...wait, wrong!

yea, its finally holiday and i'm going home. the unbearable long hour of travel and the tiredness is just happen to be something i do not like. for the record, this is the first semester ever that i did not return home! and yes, Nastassja was right, i will wont want to always go home. can say kinda miss utp, well, no, i think the actual thing i would miss is all the ppl who made UTP my UTP, those ppl are the ones who made my life there so wonderful, regardless of happiness or sadness, thank you all! if not my life would be boring lo....this semester, i actually learn a lot about myself again...and so, being the childish yet somewat strictly serious sometimes brat, i want to change or at least try to change during this holiday~ (hai, lagi!)

i wont really be around at home even after i have gone back, will be going to many places(um, i think just KK, but repeatively lots of times) haha, um... its been a great year! many things has happen in my life!!! i'm glad i'm alive